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"I Remember"

I remembered the first time so clearly
The attraction between us was oh so irresistible
The welcomed kiss I received from him and the kiss he
received from me as we embraced,
days after we first met

The relationship began;
I was no longer secluded in my world
It was real; it was real because I remembered
I remembered the kiss, his kiss

The door to my world was unlocked um...
Was it his smile, that grand piano smile that captured
my eyes, and weakened me to unlock
the door to my secluded world to let him in,
I donít knowÖ
Or was it his height 6 feet 4 inches tall, combined with his
weight of 234 pounds, all muscles, a perfect candidate to be an
NBA basketball player

Or was it just all the combination of this man
His mind of being intelligent that entreated me, his kindness
of continuing to treat me as a queen that
I know that I am before he entered into my world

Or was it the first kiss, that passionate kiss I received from him,
when we embraced the days after we first met
UmÖ I donít know, I just donít know but thenÖ
The relationship ended suddenly, surprisingly, unexpectedly
with a good-bye kiss, I was not prepared

It was real; it was real because I remembered
I remembered the kiss, his kiss and then
I retrieved to my
secluded world untilÖ

The door to my world was unlocked again
The second time, much like the first time
Different man, different time, different kiss to my lips
A smooth touch of his lips to mines, then penetrating his tongue
into my mouth and ejecting an energy that left me wondering
just ~ at~ that~ moment,
could it be real, is this the man that will be embedded into my world,
be in bondage to me as the thought came rushing
back to my head of the first time, the first man,
the questions I asked myself once more
Hell I donít know...

Again a relationship began;
I was no longer secluded to my world
It was real; it was real because I remembered
An intelligent man of the mind he was
His gentleness caressed me, as I stood in attentive
to his gentlemenís touch
He nourished me, spoiled me and pleased me with
his uncontrollable desire to be with me
Hell he was good!

Yet the kiss that began the relationship is the kiss that
ended the relationship without warning
and without notice to me

Hmm...
Yes I remembered the first time, I remembered the second time
And then I asked myself why? why does this continues to happen to
me from the men to whom I unlock my door to
welcome into my secluded world
And then I answered my question myself in a slow
yet demanding response
I am real,
I am woman,
And I am the challenge that they never expected
Althrough my flesh was weak to each of their tough,
my mind remained with me!
No, no I will not retrieve to that secluded world again
because it was only a dream to me

Valeria ©2000

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